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Westside Stage School presents
      F R E A K E D !

Ahh,Twas an amazing weekend :']
I love Westside,this was my third show with them.
It gets better every time.
Im so very thankfull for them too.
For Elizabeth Ennis,and Liz madden ♥ for having faith in me,
and thinking I have potential,back in 2006 when I was awarded the Junior Student of The Year.
Like my mam said this morning,It was given to me at such a good time because we were having job and money difficulties,
and also after that I opened up and realised I can sing,and I love singing. As well as that,I became more confident.
So,Im so thankfull for those two amazing women. ♥


The show was on tis weekend that passed-Twas Saturday,Sunday and Monday (Yesterday)
It was such a great experience!
It was hallarius backstage, but also stressfull as hell,well..Because its showbizz!
  Show Bussiness is probably
  The Hardest
and most stressfull of all.
No matter what people  tell you.
The stress of having all the costumes,props,effects,people,dancers,singers,clothes,etc etc ETC!
The stress of knowing all the moves,choreography,words,etc.
It reeally is STRESS. But most of us are just made for that kinda thing. Well,not MOST but alot.
And in Westside,I sure can tell who's made for that kinda thing.
There are a few people who were just made for being beautiful and talented in the Arts. [':

It was HALLARIUS backstage.
We were telling the crappiest jokes me all knew,
as well as being THE most dirty-minded girls
you could ever imagine!
Ah,jesus we're perverted.
It was GREAT though.
It felt less stressfull,and more fun and exciting.

I took 799 photos altogether.
(Yes I looked at my camera just now)

Touching up on Make up ;]

 This way--->

Myself,Angela,Kelly-Anne,Muireann and Gemma.

<----Everybody/// (Domino!)

<---- Hannah :] One of the Little German piggies ;D

<---Dressing Room 6,Our room ;D

N O M   N O M

Sexy ;DD

-->Hayley and Hannah ;]]

ARRGH!

We're pirates! ;D

As you can see,

We took MANYYY photos,

and had an amazing time backstage ;D

^ This was on Saturday night,

after opening night,

Myself and Angela were waiting for my dad.

I entertained myself by getting theese type of pictures ^O^

I Love it!

Saturday.]]

Yeah,That is completely true,with me.

I live like that. Ive been living with a head infested with fantasy ever since I was a small girl.

I remember,as a four-year old kid,I would read fantasy books,

Watch all theese cartoons and films about fantasy creatures,stories,etc.

I LOVED it. And god,Im 15 and still do. But hey,Im not gonna hide it and change.

It's who I am and I am who I am.

Today,I woke up early(My mother woke me up)

And I got up,dressed up,etc and did some quick warm-up excercises for my voice.

At 2pm,I was off to vocals with Rachel,My vocal teacher.

She helped me with Fill,Fill A Rún O (A beautiful,Old,Irish song ♥)

Which I have been learning for November.
Ive been invited to go over to Latvia for a singing competiotion,and I need a song in the language of the country you are living in and then one of your choice. (The song of my choice is All That Jazz!)

I went everywhere today with my dad,He drove me to and from vocals,

and afterwards we spent a few hours at the library :')

I love the library. Obveusly I would love it more if there were no snobby,stupid kids running around,

and if it had like really old amazing books,and more books on Wicca..Yeaah,that would be great ♥

But outside there were two shelves with books they wanted to get rid of.

They were selling them for 50c,so i bought six hehe :']

I then spent the rest of the day at Aisling's house,

Doing yet another 'JenN.PhoTography Mini shoot' with her and Angela.

We're going to take part in a photography competition,

to raise awareness of mental health. Took some photos,and we're just gonna see what we have.

Why not give it a go? You never know,anything can happen.

So,Im in my room now. Going to look up stuff,read some stuff and then sleep.

Full day of rehersals with stageschool tommorow-Oooh,tiring,stressfull,sweaty stuff.

I look so different and silly with all my stage makeup on.

Nobody recognises me!

I Look silly hehe :'P

And yeah,I have to do this for tommorow.

AND the full weekend of like 6 shows at the theatre,The Helix.

Im looking forward to it though. A whole year of work,about to pay off I hope.

And this will be my third show with Westside. It gets better every year!

The show's this coming weekend! Dear god,Im excited and sooo scared!!

Well,Thats it for today.

JenN -   O U T ♥

D R E A M   Big.

And dont be afraid of anything.

Dreaming is a good thing.It helps me get through life.

Because guess what?

Life Is HARD.

Im sure almost every other human would agree.

Sadly,we cannot do anything about that,we just have to live,keep living and try survive this ride.

If you keep on dreaming and believing,It'll help :']

Ive got big dreams. Very big expectations,of myself.

And sometimes,of course,me being human and having breakdowns(Damn teenage hormones),

It gets hard,and I break down. And of course i sometimes have those times when I think

'Ah who am I kidding? It'll never happen!'

 But You can  Never Think Negative.

Thinking negative is bad!

The world is like a mirror.

It reflects good and bad thoughts ,emotions and feelings.

If you are constantly thinking negative thoughts-

The earth reflects it all back to you.

 Thats why even MORE shit keeps happening to you.

So,as much as I am a hypocrite and find that hard to do that myself at times,

We all just HAVE to keep going like that,and keep thinking positive!

But as for now,

Jenny- O U T  ;]

Dont worry,Be Happy and have F U N. ♥ (: